Halo's disappearance June 23, 2011
I believe this is Achoo |
My longing has allowed my mind to play tricks on me. The night after her disappearance (a Wednesday) I searched outside for her tiny emaciated form. I walked near a small trailer usually attached to the back of my step-father's jeep. I remember Halo hiding underneath, near the wheels. I always tried to lure her out so I could give her treats, or just simply to clean her face. I hoped that in time she would become comfortable enough with me so I could catch her and take her to the vet. I bent down to take a look beneath the trailer. Light from the porch hardly penetrates the pitch black of the night. For a moment, I thought I saw her. I looked again. It was just the tire. A trick of light and darkness, shame on me.
The Halo family at play |
The next morning I decided to check on Halo, because that was the day I would prepare her to take her to the vet. I knew that to keep a sick kitten, that was already frightened, in a cage over night would only stress her, and that's not what I wanted. I saw spots on the ground and a small trail. The trail took me down the stairs but disappeared once it reached the grass.
The siblings always slept together |
I look out my window hoping she will appear. I search the bushes and different hiding places. If she has passed away, then I know she's no longer suffering. If she's alive, then I hope she finds the strength back to me because I vow to get her the help she needs.
A part of me thinks she wouldn't have made it, even if she was taken to the vet. But there's always that, "What if?"
But for now, I'll just believe that Halo is now in Kitty Heaven where she belongs.
Halo was sweet and enjoyed treats. She would randomly appear a short distance away from the other cats. She was abandoned along with Achoo and Winky at a very young age by her mother. I thought she would grow into a very lovable cat.
But for now, I'll just believe that Halo is now in Kitty Heaven where she belongs.
Halo was sweet and enjoyed treats. She would randomly appear a short distance away from the other cats. She was abandoned along with Achoo and Winky at a very young age by her mother. I thought she would grow into a very lovable cat.